Monday, July 10, 2006

Why do I still care? Or am I?

I know, I know!
It’s been a very long time since my last post, but my life was just so hectic the past few months.

Last Saturday we had our closing night for our show and it was very emotional as we lived for the show! Remember me to upload some pictures of me on stage!

We’ll I am finally dating again. His name is Rochelle and I am madly in love. But sometimes I just want to break down and cry. I don’t feel special with him in a relationship.

I know, if you hear from me, I complain. But I wouldn’t write if I didn’t have something that hurts me.

Well, its Rochelle’s birthday on the 27th July. I asked him if I could spend the night at his place before he leaves for Europe. But no, the reply I got was, “the weekend of the 28 july is my birthday weekend, then my whole family is here, parents, brother, sisters in law.” He cannot make me feel more shit than saying that.

What am I? I thought we are dating. But he cant even see me on his birthday. A lot of people told me to leave him, because he only means trouble. Now I see why. He doesn’t even want to introduce me to the family. Nice one Rochelle. I don’t want to be with you anymore.

Guys, I just received the message, and I am totally shocked. I am not crying yet, but I can feel the tears building inside me. I can feel the pain grasping for air. I am in a stake of shock now, and will post a complete piece soon again.

Thanks for all the emails, your support and love. Without my support group, I am nothing.

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