When life fucks you over
SJO! What a topic! But after recent events, I think I need to post it.
AS the recent readers of my blog know that Emil and I aren't together anymore you will understand this better than others.
One of my other ex lovers, lets name him S, and Emil didn't get along very well. S warned me about Emil and that he is a cheater. At first I did not believe him. Thought he waned met to leave Emil, because he still wants me. Maybe even still lose me. But my word. How wrong was I?!
I've recently chatted to Emil. And found out that he and S are now best buddies. How weird!? I confronted S, and he told me that this is true. He and Emil had a discussion and that they talked things over.
That S lied about stuff. Made it up. He said sorry to every single other oke. But to the one that needs it most, me, he didn't say that he had lied.
I mean, Emil and I are not lovers anymore because of stuff what S did.
The only thing I could think of to say to S was, "You've found your revenge on the sweetest possible way! Well done!"
And that's it. It is so funny how me ex lovers are friends now. Actually not funny, it is scary how life treats her inmates.
posted by Too cute for you. at 2:13 PM
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Life sure is scary! The one you trusted, loved, relied on, the one who said all those I love you's and the one you thought was the best thing that ever happened to you, turned around and did this. Do you deserve it? No, you dont.
Life sure fucks you over but then, one has to ask why does life really fuck you over? What is the real reason for life, that is so simple and in some ways, innocent, as I believe it is us that fucks ourselves in the end.
I am constantly reminded of the expression, "What goes around comes around!" and in that expression, I ask myself, what have I done to deserve this? and by asking that question, I evaluate what I have done. Recently, I said goodbye to someone who I deeply cared for as he turned out to be not the guy I started to care for. Love is a wonderful feeling if only we feel the right love.
I know that you have so much love to give and that you have a pure heart and that heart runs deep. I know that life will treat you well... Here is something for the guy I cared for, I may still do care... Thought that maybe you might think...
We all want to make a place in this
World We all want our voices heard Everyone wants a chance to be someone
We all have dreams we need to dream
Sweeter than any star you can reach
Is when you reach and find you found someone
You'll hold this world's most precious thing
The greeatest gift this life can bring
Is when you look back and know
You are loved
You are loved by someone
Touched by someone
Held by someone
Mean something to someone
Loved somebody
Touched somebody's heart along the way
You can look back and say,
You are loved.
You can have diamonds in your hands
Have all the riches in the land
But without love, you don’t really have a thing
When somebody cares that you're alive
When somebody trust you with their life
That's when you know
That you have all you need
You hold this world's most priceless gift
The finest treasure that there is You can look back and know,
You ARE loved."
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