How small this world REALLY is...

My first few posts were on trust and how a relationship needs to evolve around trust. Well, not only love relationship, but also friendships.

My first boyfriend, whom I called S, told his best friend, lets call her A, that I am gay… Now listen… A’s sister, also A, but A1, is in my school. So now A1 told her boyfriend, which is in my grade, that I went out with her sister’s best friend.

Now I can only hope for the best! I still have a few months left at that place before I can fall completely out of the closet…

Ok, my next story.

My best friend, Riet, recently had a chat with one of our teachers. Well, this teacher told her some stuff another friend of ours did. One thing that bugs me is that the two stories don’t match. And this teacher ‘apparently’ knows something about me. But cannot tell Riet before either him or her is not working there anymore… SHIT

We speak words so easy, that they often loose their meaning. Trust just lost its meaning to me.

Random thoughts
so much part of me
Why did I gain trust
in thee?

A life so short
filled with lies
and devious deceit.
You not only
played me as a love
but as a friend
in
need.